Voices

There are no voices in my head
Is it because I’m already dead

I Have emotions that bring me so low
I have no other place to go

When the voices go away and in settles calm

I am an emotion wrought ticking bomb

I am at ease when I rest
It seems the time I function best

When I sleep in my bed

If I do not wake up from my slumber
I guess the guy upstairs has called my number

I go through the motions of being “okay”
But I often cry my nights away

It is a quiet place I dwell
Inside my head the voices yell

I hear my self screaming
you’re better off dead !”

But death is what I really dread
When I sleep In my bed

there are no voices in my head
I Know I am breathing but I feel like I’m dead